2009 ending ...

7 hours more ...
a new year huh ?
haha ...

2009 ...
goodbye .

i have lots of nice memories in this year .
i enjoy very much .
thanks everyone and everything .

have a happy new year .

5.47 am .

now is 5.47am ...
cant sleep at all .

dunno what is running in my mind .
just hope that everything will be fine .

看透生活 ？

假期快完了哦 ？
还真舍不得 ~

实践了对自己的承诺 ~
但答应了别人的是我却办不到 。

还有几天就新一年了 ~
放心 ，
既然我答应了你
我就会在短短这三天内做完 。
______________________________

明年 ，
又是新的一年 ~
______________________________

学业上 ，
应该是最奋斗的一年吧 ?
毕竟明年有大考 ~
希望我会有一股冲劲去奋斗吧 ~
______________________________

感情上 ，
一直以来最不敢面对的问题 ~

吊儿郎当的生活 ，
虽然说是很自由，无忧无虑的 ~
我很享受 ~
但怎样说这种生活我开始觉得闷了 ~

往往只会暗恋 ，
而不去表白 ~
都不知道自己在怕些什么 ~

总之 ，
一切顺其自然吧 ~
_____________________________

面对别人的我 ，
依然表现自我 ，
但一旦回到家 ，
看着镜中的我 ，
突然觉得陌生 。

累了就睡吧 ，
饿了就吃吧 ，
开心就笑吧 ，
伤心就哭吧 。
______________________________

夜了 ，
就这样吧 ~

rojak post ==

kena forced again ~
nvm thn ~
xD
____________________________

sleep at 5am yesterday ~
watching One Piece lo ~
so CHI GIK now ~
xD

then woke up at 1pm ~ zzz ~
ben lai can sleep till lagi late punya ~
father came in and closed my aircord ~
then i only woke up
=.=

went to midvalley after that .
ben lai say want buy some shirt for the coming chinese new year 1 ~
mana tau dint buy any shirt ~
saw the newest FINAL FANTASY for ps3 ~
FINAL FANTASY 13 leh ~ xD
the game's graphic so gila nice ~
and the price oso veli gila nice .
rm389 ~
=.=
run away better ~
xD

went to petaling street after that ~
buy jor 1 pair slipper ~
for basketball use ~
now i wear slipper to play basketball adi ~
not wearing basketball shoe anymore jor ~
xD

too bad ~
walk till half sakil perut ~
cincai find 1 toilet gaotim it ~

went back after dinner ~
but my stomach masih sakit on the way back to home .
sakit sampai tak tau apa nak cakap =.=
until now , 1.30am still sakit ~
luckily just now eat jor "poh cai pill" ~
wakakakaka ~
if not i really dunno what will happen ~
xD

that's all for today ~
night everyone .

a video .

clean up my folder inside the computer today .
i found a video .
quite a touching video ~
everything mentioned in it was so true ...

i feel so scare suddenly .
cant find myself back .
facing the same thing same problem everyday .
i don't just want to let it be .
i need an answer .
perhaps time could find out the answer for me .
_________________________________________

the promise by secret garden ,
情书 by 范逸臣
nice music .
try to listen it .

*ps : will upload bangkok's photo in the coming post .

forced to update ~

erm ~~
what to say leh ... ?
forced to update my blog by some one ~
the one who forces me to update ~
sure know who am i talking about lo ~
haha .
=p
_________________________________

i will be in Bangkok in the next 12 hours .
erm ...
quite miss everything ~

miss here ~
don't feel like want to walk here and there .
some more the weather is hot =.=

miss something ~
can't play basketball for 4 days ,
can't sms for 4 days ,
can't play computer for 4 days ...

miss some people ~
basketball kaki ,
gaming kaki ,
yamcha kaki ,
especially ~~~~~~~
=x

zhe si tian nei , ni hui xiang qi wo ma ?

about you ?

i wonder how many time sorry she want to tell me .
i am innocent i know .
everything just happen in a short while .
and just let it be .
be happy .

and you ah .
big head prawn , 大头虾 .
sprain very serious de leh ~
take good care of yourself ah .
be careful .
and rest more ah .
>.<
__________________________________________

won't be around for few day .
thursday - sunday .
bangkok trip .

good night everyone .

无题 ~

这几天累透了 ~
最近这几星期就开始失眠 ~
每晚迟迟睡，
另一天还要早早醒去打球 ~

没办法咯 ~
也只好靠打球来麻醉自己咯 ~

很无辜的，
被卷入一件事情 ~
我不知道该说什么好 ~
顺其自然就好 ~

我已经尽量不去想太多了 ~
现在生活还算过得去 ~
=)

无题 ~

怎么感觉是在讲我呢 ？？

还是自己多心了 ？？

kena tagged ==

Games rules....
paste at ur blog n tag 10 ppl.....
u hv to ans it as i tag u..
if not u wont be happy oh.. =(

Ur BIG fat name: Ho Ken Loong
Wats does ur fren call u：Ken Loong , Loong
B'day ：7th June
who tag u this：Onn-Gie
best fren：Too many lo ~
what u wish for ur b'day present：can dun wan say anot ? =p
what are d happy things happen this while：BLACKSHOT ~ xD
what r d stress u face this while：erm~~ secret ...
ambition：pilot (can fly everywhere xD)
any crush：top secret ~ xD
will u invite ur teacher to join gathering：see which teacher lo ~ xD
go out wif who will make u happy：erm ~~ someone special ??
what will u do if u argue wif ur best fren：who care about him/her
where do u wish to go wif ur bf/gf：everywhere ??
what will u do during christmas：waiting for greeting and present
who do u wish to celebrate christmas togeter：someone special ??
how many siblings：2 sisters
favourite song（girls）：many leh ~~
favourite song（guys）：too many leh ~~
favourite colour：black and white ~
do u flush water after using：i m normal , so i flush ~ xD
love guy or girl：love girl of coz (i m not gay ~ xD)
what u wan to say out loud：everything =)
dare to go toilet at midnight：y not ?
wish to punch who：someone i hate ?
what do u obsess now ：BLACKSHOT , basketball , msn n sms ~ xD
do u look horrible during sleeping ：how i noe ? how to look at myself when i m slping =.=
wat time is it ：3.15 pm
hate the person who tag u：no of coz ~ xD
weight：55 kg
weather：sunny
got pregnant：i m a boy leh , u say leh ? =p
wat will u do when u r sad：basketball ? sms ? slp ?
wat will u do when u go to university：can go university onli say lah ~ xD
if u can add a colour on rainbow, wat will it be：white ~ xD
do u believe love can last forever：believe GUA ~~
wat colour shirt are u wearing now：army shirt ~ xD
is it hard ro let go off one person：see who is the person lo ~xD
ur mood now：mong cha cha ~~ ( juz wake up leh )
favourite things：my hp , wallet , n my computer ~ xD

TAG ~ (i tag onli , u all want to do anot u suka hati la )
_Chang Cheng
_Jing Yee
_Man Kay
_Nadia
_Shook Yeng
_Wen Yi
_Yan Xin
_Yee Ching
_Zowie
_Kah Yan

random ~

yea ...
everything back to normal again .
i wonder what will happen next .

午觉 ， 梦 ~

昨天睡午觉 ~

发梦 ~

发了个很奇怪的梦 ~

不过我倒很喜欢梦里面的感觉 ~

只可惜 ........

back again .

sorry for dint update my blog .
just too many thing happen in this few weeks .
i am tired of it .
and now i have already fully recover and back to blogging again .
________________________________________

i dont want to be a betrayer .
i dont want to lose anything or anyone .

i am collapsing now .
just keep blaming myself for dint think out a prefect way to settle this down .

i am losing my spirit .
just feel like my strenght does not follow my order .
i cant take this anymore .

maybe i will just disappear for few weeks .
perhaps this could get me out from the suffering .

i am running out of time .
sometime just feel like want to settle this down ,
but i couldnt do this .
i am lying to myself .
i scare to face the fact .
________________________________________

别看我好像什么都不理 ~
我其实是很在意的 ~
只是我不想让你知道 ~

这种感觉真得很玄 ~
都已经几个次了 ~
我始终摆脱不了这阴影 ~
而且还跟随着我到处去 ~

累了 ~
不知道该怎样去把这件事情交待清楚 ~
或许我再也不想去交待了 ~

有时候 ~

每次总觉得有很多东西可以写 ~
但来到这 ~
双眼望着荧幕 ~
却不知道怎样下手 ~
愣住了 ~
_______________________________

有时候真的很想去到一个没人的地方 ~
大声地喊 ~
疯狂的喊 ~
拼命的喊 ~
但我知道这不可能实现的 。

有时候真的很想去到一个没人认识我的世外桃源 ~
开始新生活 ~
愉快的生活 ~
平凡的生活 ~
但我知道这只是我的幻想 。

有时候真得很想搬回去我的家乡去长居 ~
乡村里简单的生活 ~
乡村里的宁静 ~
乡村里的无忧无虑 ~
但我知道这只是我一厢情愿的想法 。

有时候觉得自己太烦 ~
有时候觉得自己太笨 ~
有时候觉得自己太傻 ~
有时候却觉得自己太天真 ~

有时候曾答应过自己的事情却做不到 ~
有时候太过守信用 ~
有时候却太过失信 ~
有时候还真讨厌我自己 ~

有时候很想对你说 ~
有时候却不敢 ~
有时候却很怕 ~
有时候还真讨厌自己的懦弱 ~
________________________________

别看我整天嬉皮笑脸 ~
我的烦恼随时比你们还要多 ~
只是我不想让你们看到另一个我罢了 ~
换句话说，你们从未见过另一个我 。
________________________________

如果有一天，
我找你们讲心事还是诉苦 ~
证明我当时已经快达到崩溃的状态了 ~
________________________________



何健泷 ，
有时候真得猜不透你 ，
但是自己知道自己在做什么就好了 ~

无题

我曾以为我行

原来我一直都不行 ......

无题 。

怎么突然觉得自己越来越像曹操了 ？






何健泷
你是怎么了 ？

烦 。。。

别再犹豫了

先别去烦了





何健泷
你到底想装到几时？

back .

back .
but just for a short while .

not really have the mood to study and exam actually .
but i am still studying for my exam .

having a bad headache these few days .
study until too late .
i am fine .
but actually i am not .

he jian long .
ni wang wang jiu shi zhe yang .
dan bie xiang tai duo le .

random .

don't know what to say .
but i know what is the problem .
and yet i don't know how to face it again .




说真的，
我并不想被看死。
我想做点成绩出来，
但是我怎样都是过不了自己那关。

何健泷，
你还是老样子，
一直没改变过。

should or not ?

i miss my grandmother .
i really do .
haiz .

8 month already ......
i have no one to talk to .
but now finally say out everything thing .
feel so good .
thx for hearing my crap for almost 1 hour .
really thx .





should i do it ?
or not ?

exam coming

will update quite seldom .
due to year end exam .
thanks .

hope you all the best .
gambateh .

random ~

i dont wish this to happen again .
i really dont wish this to happen again on me .

i was regret last time .
and i promise myself i wont regret for the second time .

maybe it was true , maybe not .
i am no more a coward ,
but i really wish i could to do this .

i was so scare .
scare this might happen again .
but i have no idea what to do .
just wish that time could stop at this moment for me .

有些事 一转身就是一辈子

有些人一直没机会见
等到有机会了 却又犹豫了
相见不如不见

有些事一直没机会做

等到有机会了

却不想做了

有些话埋藏在心中好久 没机会说

等到有机会的时候

却说不出口了

有些爱一直没机会爱

等有机会了

已经不爱了

有些人很多机会相见的
却总找借口推脱
想见的时候已经没机会了

有些话有很多机会说的

却想着以后再说

要说的时候已经没机会了

有些事有很多机会做的
却一天一天推迟
想做的时候却发现没有机会了

有些爱给了你很多机会

却不在意没在乎

想重视的时候已经没机会爱了

__________________________________

人生有时候 总是很讽刺

一转身可能就是一世

说好永远的

不知怎么就散了

最后自己想来想去

竟然也搞不清

当初是什么原因分开彼此的

然后 你忽然醒悟

感情原来是这么脆弱的

经得起风雨 却经不起平凡

风雨同船 天晴便各自散了

也许只是赌气

也许只是因为小小的事

幻想着和好的甜蜜 或重逢时的拥抱

那个时候会是

边流泪边捶打对方 还傻笑着

该是多美的画面

没想到的是

一别竟是一辈子了

Tagged by Chang Cheng

1. 被点到的一定要填，不填代表你不尊敬点给你的人和问卷
2.老实的回答每一题问题
3.不行乱改题目
4.写完一定要点8位朋友，不可不点
5.写完后请通知那8位被点到的朋友
6.完成后，请告诉点你的人




♥ 個 人 題 - 10 題
你叫什么名: 健泷
称號: 太多了
你的血型: AB ~ 最爽的 ~ xD
你的星座: 双子
你是男還是女：废话 == 当然是男的
你幾歲： 16
你住哪裡：cheras
你的学校: SMK St Gabriel
你有沒有手機 : 当然有 ==


♥ 朋 友 題 - 10 題
你最要好的朋友 (限1個): 我自己也不知道 @@
你最討厭的人 (限１個): 不清楚叻 xD
你最正的女性朋友 (限1個): 太多了吧 ？
你的男性朋友 (限1個): 不告诉你 xD
怎样的女生你最討厭: 霸道 ==
什麼樣的男生你最討厭: 动不动就吵的
好朋友有誰 (不限): 太多了 ~
你經常和哪位朋友出去: 很少出去 ==
你身邊最可愛的朋友 (限1個): 好像没有叻


♥ 爱情題 - 15題
你有沒有喜歡的人: 有 ~~~~ 呱 ~~
如果没有，你希望什麼時候有另一半: 随缘咯
目前为止,跟多少人告白過: 2个
目前為止，你被多少人告白過: 2个
目前為止，你交過多少個男／女朋友: 初恋还在，你说叻 ？
你現在有另一半嗎: 还有初恋叻我 ==
你最好的同性朋友跟你告白你會怎樣: 死给你看
你初戀情人突然跟你告白你會接受嗎: 不会
你為什麼會喜歡你現在喜歡的人: 啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦 ~
和另一半牽手過嗎: 都说了我初恋还在咯 ==
和你的另一半抱或親過嗎: 要我说多少次 ==
你跟異性牽手過嗎：有 ~ roller 时 ~ xD
是誰，你們什麼關係: 朋友
目前有人追你嗎: 最好有 xD


♥ 混 合 題 - 10 題
如果有one天，好朋友離你而去，你會怎樣: 看是哪个好朋友咯
one天，好朋友背叛你，你會: 看是哪个好朋友咯
如果有one天，好朋友對你喜新厭舊了，你會: 十倍奉还
你很受不了你的父母，你會離家出走嗎: 曾经想过
上課認真嗎: 我以为去学校是浪费时间的？ xD
你功課好不好: 看是哪科咯
你开电腦都在幹麻: 在问废话吗 ==
你的即时通有多少个同性: 等我律师来才回答 xD
你的即時通有多少個異性: 等我律师来才回答 xD


♥ 兇 手 題 - 1 0 題
傳給你這份問卷的人是誰: 干妹畅程
这個人對你好不好: 看情形 ~
这人是你的誰: 干妹
你有喜歡過這個人嗎: 哪种喜欢 ==
認識多久了: 忘了叻 ~
這個人是怎樣的人: 嘻嘻 ~~
個人正／帥嗎: 她一直说自己很漂亮哦 ~~
這個人跟你有沒有在一起过: 不知道 ~~


♥ 聯 想 題 - 10 題
說到正妹你會想到誰: 呵呵 ~
說到帥哥你會想到誰: 嘻嘻 ~
說到憨你會想到誰: 阿旺 xD
說到痴你會想到誰: 大傻 xD
說到暗戀你會想到誰: 咔咔 ~
說到出去玩你會想到誰: 我 xD
說到聰明鬼你會想到誰: 啦啦 ~
說到傻子你會想到誰: 哈哈 ~
說到笑點低你會想到誰: 木头人 ==
說到愛笑你會想到誰: 我们整堆白痴 ==


♥ 學 校 題 - 1 1 題
你的班導是誰: Pn . Azmar
你的座位是第幾排第幾個: 最后一个
你最喜歡的老師是誰: 不知道 ==
你的體育好嗎: 好到不得了 xD
你的数学好么: 看我哪天不正常数学就很好
你喜不喜歡你的校長: 那个黑僵尸啊 ==
你的學校好看嗎: 我喜欢 =D
你的班級是: 4 G
你的班級在幾樓: 第二


♥ 要点的人:~
-能不点吗 ？ xD

i miss the day .

nice photo huh ?

that day was 30 august .
i was looking at the bright night .
nothing much to say .
i miss the day together with you .
i guess the time has come and i had to forget you .
thanks for giving me such a nice memories .

一身伤 ~

篮球不是只是我一个打完的 ~~

整场只是我一个人顶完 ~
我也是人好不好 ？
我也会累好不好 ？

我带完 ~ 我上完 ~
我射完 ~ 我切完 ~
我顶完 ~ 我抢完 ~

我得到是什么 ？
换来一身伤 ~

也好 ~~
至少这样还能提升自己 ~
____________________________________________________

其实我也只是要人关心 ~
难道就没有人了解我吗 ？

何健泷啊何健泷 ~
要记得这世界上有些事往往就是不公平的 ~
但没办法 ~
一定要坚持下去 ~
不能拿别人来跟自己比较 ~
因为这样就是在看死你自己 ~

交待 ~

我会给我自己一个交待 ~
请放心 ~


何健泷，
既然你不想承认就别承认了，
如果你不想说那就把它当做秘密 ~
但你必须知道，
这秘密你保守不了多久，
总有一天一定会揭开。

sienNYA ~~

i am trying to save money ,
and i did it ~
so d**m happy ~
XD

going to have 4 days holiday this week due to PMR exam ~
TUES - FRI ~
sien leh ~
4 days ~
also dunno what can do during this 4 days ~
hoping go my dad's office to help ~
of coz i will get rm50 per day if i help my dad ~
then 4 days i will get rm200 ~
XD

60 students from Indonesia are coming to my school tomorrow ~
also dunno why they come our school =.="
anyway , this is not my business ~ xD

but teacher ask us to entertain them ~
play game with them pulak =.="
such as basketball , futsal , chess ......

tomorrow go school 1 day only ~
then just entertain them lo ~
xD

it's time to sleep ~
(but i know i cant slp that early ... =.=" )

sayonara ~
xD

对不起

我们之间已经没有任何瓜葛了吧 ？
应该是我对你不起吧 ？

这件事只是个意外 ~
没有谁对谁错 ~

要怪的 ~
只能怪星座吧 ~
最花心的星座 ：双子座 ~

要怪的 ~
也只能怪我是双子座吧 ~
要不然的话，
我将会是你的好情人 ~

这件事是由我开始的 ~
而也是我来做个了结 ~
我再也不会拖拖拉拉了 ~

喜欢 ？爱 ？

喜欢 就是淡淡的 爱

爱 就是深深的 喜欢

有感觉，

是哪个啊 ？

.

而我对他们，

也是哪个啊 ？

私生活 ？

请告诉她 我不爱她

笑着难过 自我惩罚

想终止这 一切挣扎

横了心说真心谎话

.

别告诉她 我还想她

恨总比爱容易放下

当泪水堵住了胸口就让沉默

代替所有回答

.

我不爱 我不痛 我不懂

我不知道 ~

我该跟谁讲 ~

.

我的私生活乱哦 ？

我也知道这 ~

.

但我答应过自己我会作出一个选择 ~

希望我不是在骗自己 ~

秘密~

虽然说现在我真的很想找个女朋友，
我想我比任何人都清楚 ~~
还是吊儿郎当的生活比较适合我 ~~
还是比较喜欢那放纵不羁的生活 ~~

我不得不承认。

这不是个不能错过的秘密，

这真的是个不能说的秘密。

sick ?

saw this picture ?
i took it when i was in hospital .

17 / 8 ,
i was having a stomachache ,
extremely pain than normal .
my father take me to gleneagle intan hospital for a check on my stomach .
the doctor gave me an injection and i was slept .
and the doctor check my stomach by using ULTRA SOUND .
a tube was put into my stomach through my mouth .

the result came out on the same day ,
some kind of bacteria (HELICABACTER PYLORI) was found inside my stomach .
so unlucky .

that's my day .
=(

birthday ~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!

enjoy your sweet 16 ~

19 / 9 ~

finally gave the present to you .
hope you like it .

我并没有不能说的秘密

只有你不能错过的秘密

16/9 ~

16/9 ~
1.00 am ~

5 more day your birthday right ?
i never forget this .
what i promise ,
i will do it .

truth ...

the coming friday ,
everything will settle .......

i don't want to hurt myself ,
but i don't want to hurt you more .

if you know the truth ,
will you forgive me ?
will you wait me ?
will you still treat me as your friend ?

if you know the truth ,
can you act like don't know anything ?

i am selfish .
i know i am .
are you the one that i missing ?
trust me ,
everything will be fine ....

dot dot ..

i really dunno what to do .
i don't wanna be a bad guy .

suddenly feel like i am a failure .
now is the time ,
the chance has come .
but i miss it once again .

i shouldn't tell you about that .
althought it is just a lie .
that is not what i mean .
but i know that you treat it as a true .

i just want to make myself live better .
i know i am selfish .
and i am sorry .

my heart is still with you .
i am still loving you .

无题

我最爱的还是她 ~
但我知道我们彼此都不想认 ~

happy ~

finally ~~
3rd september 2009 ~
something good happen ~

haha ~
happy =)

random ~

i am still a single .
i still have my first love .
and i don't have any girlfriend before .

please stop asking me this question .
i am sick of it .

i hate this but i have to admit it .
i really wish that i am not single .
i really wish there is a special person just right beside me ,
and accompanied me through every special festival .

honestly ,
i meet another girl .
some feeling toward her .
but i still miss the one ...

perhaps time shall let me know who is that only one .

camp ~

just came back from camp ,
3 days 2 nights ...
tired ...
but it's fun ~

it makes me forget something bad ,
but it also makes me recall back lots of bad memories ...

anyway ,
here are some picture to share ~
well ... enjoy yourself ~

KenLoong , KahYan , Nicholas

俞浈 and KenLoong

SuRong lenglui leh ...
is my mammi ^^
i am the only one with the cream on my face at that night .
and lots of eyes are looking at me =.=

My lenglui mammi again ^^


this is my team ~
front : KenLoong (team leader) , KokWah , YongHui , KahYan
back : WenHui , KahYee , YeeWen , KahYan

Lastly ,
this guy ...
rawang boy ~
钟进贺 ~
i never imagine i will see him ~
somemore take photo with him ~
xD

after came back from the camp ,

the same problem i need to face again ...

i really don't want to suffer anymore ,

i am suffer enough ~

i wish , i really really wish to face it by myself ,

but escape from it is my final choice ...

i am too coward ,

i dare not to do this to you ...

because i'm still love you .

H1N1 =.=

i promise this stupid kaimui to update something to let her see ~~
but now i have no time ~~
next time lah ~~
i sure update one ~
haha ~~

i will not at home for 2/3 days ~
going camp ~
haha ~~

lastly ,
my school got virus adi !!!
A(H1N1) pulak ~~
listen dao also sien ~
=X

everyone know A(H1N1) what means ??
haha ~~~
dunno leh ??

A(H1N1) >>>>>>>>>> abang , hotdog satu nugget satu ~~ xD

what a funny post =.=

random ~

everytime whem i listening to this song ,
i have a feeling ,
a feeling that is hard to describe ...
but i know it's my true feel ...

the same thing run through my mind every night .
i should empty my mind .
but i know i dare not to do this .

by the way ,
here's another "funny" story to share :

kesian that fishy lah ~ xD
this "fishkiller" coldblood punya ~
should stop saying this adi ,
if not ,
the next creature disappear in this world maybe is me ~~
=X

i'll be fine ...

don't know why these few day suddenly love to listen to this song ,
listening this song repeatly ,
althought other people say it feels sad and emo ...
but this song suits me the best .

the same thing happen in everynight ,
i'm waiting something ,
i'm missing someone ,
lots of memories in my mind ,
especially the sweet memories between you and me ...
there is no point to think about this anymore ,
time won't flow back ...
i have to keep going ,
i can't just stand at the same place ...
perhaps something or someone could bring me away from here ~

i'll be fine ...
really ...

1.53 am ~

In order to make me live better ,
a harsh decision must been made .

unless you hate someone that you love ,
otherwise the person's figure will remain in our heart .
but i do not have the courage to hate you ,
i have no any reason to hate you ,
because i don't want to forget you .
and because i love you .
picture shows thousand word ,
if you ever had a chance to see my drawing ,
then you will know how i feel .

gemini are always a two-sided person ,
no one really understand them .
they will never understand how a gemini feels .

my heart is just like a steel iron door .
there is no any other way to broke into this door .
only the one with the key will open this door and free the soul .
but it's not you ......
1.53 am ,
what else in my mind ?

stars ...

i like starry night ,
i like to look at the star ...

each star in this world are unique .
each star in the sky represent each person in the world ,
brightness of each star reflects the person's feeling ,
everyone will find their own star .
my grandmother used to told me this when i was small .

i wish to stay in a small village with a big field ...
i won't sleep in my house but at that field ,
i wanna lie on the field and look at the starry night .

i like this ,
this gives me a feeling that cannot be explained ...
maybe the song that playing now will explained everything for me .

sadness , sorrow , miss , love ...
all in one ...

i miss ,
our promise under the star ...

i miss ,
my childhood playmates ...

i miss ,
you ...

finally ...

yesterday was happy ,
but a feeling of a moment detroyed my day ...

i hate this ~
i hate this feeling ~
however , i have to face it ...
there is no escaping ...
perhaps someone or something could bring me to the exit ...

emotional decide all the winning and losing ... ?
it makes me feeling the final winning ,
but also makes me experiences the failure of the most thorough ...

i don't wish to see this happen anymore ,
but there is no way no prevent it ,
i must face it ...
i tried so hard to controll my emotional ...

i hate all through the night ...
after the sun goes down ...

since yesterday ,
i have no point to hate you but to stay far away from you ...
because i love you .

12.52 am

12.52 am ...
silent night ...

memories all around my mind ...
faces all around my mind ...
what else ??
i miss you ...

but ,
i hate you because i love you .
i am sorry .

clown ~

my life as a clown ,
or maybe i am really a clown ....

what a clown do is ....
always entertaining the public ,
making people laugh ,
making people happy ,
because this is their job ...

everyone thought that the clown is a funny and happy guy ...
but how many people ,
or maybe no one in this world will understand how does a clown feel ??

in front of the stage ,
he is such a funny and humour guy ...
but behind the stage ,
no one will know the story behind the clown ...

no one will ever understand a clown ,
just like no one will understand me ....

because i am the clown ...
the stupidest clown ....

i hate you becasue i love you .
i am sorry .

last ...

the last post for this month .
time really going non-stop .

it has been a year ,
and i am still the same .
not changing at all .

people always say : the sweetest thing in the life is to love and be loved .
yes , it is really sweet .
i have go through this ,
and i miss the timing and opportunity .
but just let it be the past .

don't worry , i will be fine .
i will keep going .
i already stop at here for a long time ,
perhaps now is the time to keep moving on .

let him to be with you .
is the best and last choice i can do .
remember to take care yourself carefully .

lastly ,
i hate you because i love you .
i am sorry .

ending ?

the time has come .
a decision must be made .
i don't want to but i have to .
i hate you ,
because i love you .

i have to say no one will ever understand me .
you will never understand what i think or how i feel , not even once .
but if you understand , just say it out .
i am ready to accept it .

maybe i am just one of the passenger in your life ,
he might be your prince charming .
i have no the right to stop him from loving you ,
because you are not and never will belong to me .
i have seen through it .

it's time for me to put all this down .
i am suffer enough .
what i want is just lead a normal life ,
that's all i want .

lastly ,
i hate you because i love you .
i am sorry .

我 ... 恨 ...

可以不要再这样吗 ？？
可以吗 ？？
你就告诉我啊 ~~
你就让我痛痛快快地哭一次 ~~
就让我潇潇洒洒地离开这里 ~~

我知道我没任何理由去恨你 ~~
但是我恨你 ~~
我恨他 ~~
我更恨我自己 ~~
我恨这里的一切一切 ~~
我并不想带着恨意做人 ~~

但我有选择吗 ？？
如果有选择 ~~
有谁会想这样 ？？

为什么要这样对我 ？？
为什么 ~~
为什么 ~~

城外面我就快要崩溃 ~
城里你不了解 ~
狂风中飘着我的眼泪 ~
你有没有感觉 ~

我还想你
我还爱你

memories ... ??

perhaps some one could understand what am i thinking now ...
even myself also don't know what am i going to do next ...

i hope to immigrate ~
immigrate to a place that no one can find me ...
forget everything and start my new life ...
but i afraid i will regret it ~

people always say : memories are the sweetest thing in life ~~
but no one know there is another story behind my memories ...

回忆越是甜，就是越伤人的 ~~

tried my best ...

i trying to narcotic myself by telling my own that i dont like anymore ....
i tried so hard .....
i tried my hardest .....

and i failed .......
i cant get over you ....
i cant get over this ....

no ones believe me .......
no ones know how i feel .....
and no ones will remember me .....

i am collapse-ing now ....
my nervous is breaking down now ....

i cant control my emotional anymore ....
but emotional controls me ......
and i am doing what i dislike now ....
i have no choice but to do it ....

missing ...
missing my way ...
missing myself ...

秘密

没有不能说的秘密 ~~
只有不能错过的秘密 ~~

但是这秘密对你来说 ~~
已经不重要了 ~~

..........

who am i ??
i am not myself anymore ....

最美的不是下雨天 ~
是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 ~

sorry .... it's a secret .....

冷咖啡离开了杯垫

我忍住的情绪在很后面

拼命想挽回的从前

在我脸上依旧清晰可见

最美的不是下雨天

是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐

回忆的画面

在荡着秋千

梦开始不甜

------------------------

你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远

又何必去改变已走过的时间

你用你的指尖阻止我说再见

想想你在身边在完全失去之前

------------------------

你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远

或许命运的签只让我们遇见

只让我们相恋这一季的秋天

飘落后才发现这幸福的碎片

要我怎么捡

-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------

不是我不告诉你 ~~

只是我不知道怎样开口 ~~

.

看到红色那段字吗 ？？

还记得那天吗 ？？

.

希望你会记得 ~~~

.

sorry .....

i am forced to lie .....

sorry ~

actually you know what is happening on me ~~
but you just act like don't know anything ~~
and i am also act like nothing happen ~~

i really don't know what can i do now ...
should i continue being a two-sided person or be the real me ???

sometime ,
a beautiful lies is better than a cruel truth ~

i am forced to lie to you ....
please forgive me for what i have done to you ....

i am sorry ....
is me still the same me .... ??

better ~

i am back ...
with a better mood ...

my temper is getting bad and bad ~~
and i get mad easily ~
at least i can still controll my emotional ~

but my hatred in my heart is still remaining the same ~~
it will never be destroy ~~

but there is nothing i can do to this ...
i am just a guy that leaving all the thing at behind with hatred ....

please forgive for what i have done ...
i just want to be better ...

who am i ......
is me still the same me .... ???

第四天

死后的第四天 ~~

恨意依然没减少 ~~
我应该得到属于我的 ~~

i still love ....
i still hate ...

死后两天 ~~

死后的第二天 ~~~

恨意没减少，反而增加了更多 ~~
但我至少还可以控制自己的情绪 ~~

i am still loving ....
i am still hating ....

......

何健泷已经死了 ！！！

i hate all this ...
i hate .....

regret again ... ???

our relationship totally change after that incident ~
and i am always hoping that time can flow back to the past ~
regret for did not say this out to .....

people always say ,
always smile when facing a trouble ,
and i am smiling now ,
but i am force to smile ....

sorry for being so cool to you guys ~
and some one wanted to say ' hi ' to me but scare i ignore because i am in a bad mood ,
sorry for that also lah ...

missing u ~
missing myself ~

chance ~

every one in this world deserve a second chance ....
but should i deserve it ???

a second chance from u ....
may i ??

untitle .....

regret ~
so regret ~

i wont say out what am i regret for at here ~
but you guys can ask me personally ~
will you all get the answer ??
but i think most probably you all wont get the answer ~
coz i wanna keep it as my own secret ~

i lost the opportunity again and again ~

i hate myself ~
hate myself for being a coward ~
hate myself for being a useless guy ~
hate myself for dint ............

what am i suppose to do .......

i miss you ~
i do hate you also ~

12.10 am ~

12.10 am ....

cant sleep yet ~
dont know why ~
i am trying to forget everything and have a sweet dream ~

nothing much to write about ~
that's all ~

i miss u ~
i miss our memories ~

mad ... angry ...

do not judge a book by it's cover ~
i am not as good as you all think ~
and i am a gemini ~
i might have double or more characteristic ~
who know what will happen with me next minute ~

you two are the one who start the game first ~
two of you are just a loser ~
there is no way for you two to defeat me ~
but you guys still wanna play with me izit ?

just bring it on ~
but i swear you two will suffer with it ~

i miss u ~
i miss wednesday ~

wonderful holiday ~

at least i forget everything in a short moment ~
and concentrate in basketball ~

but the way they play just like want to fight ~
maybe 1 day ~
"hot shot 2 " will happen at the cempaka's basketball court ~
who know ???
xD

holiday done nothing ~
basketball basketball basketball ~~
i play basketball all the time during this holiday ~
and i didn't even celebrate my own birthday ~
whatever ~

i am getting darker and darker ~
hope there is no one will "salah faham" me ~

I AM NOT A MALAY !!
I AM A PURE CHINESE !!

=.=

i miss you ~
i miss the day ~

change ~

there is no sign of changing about me ~
what i need is change , change , change ~
i don't care it is in physical or mental ~
i just want to change ~
change myself to face the problem ~
but i fail ~
i fail to face the problem ~
i fail to face you ~

i am still standing at the same place ~
the day when i forget you ,
is the day i will keep going ~

untitle ~

hope my kaimui , CC's grandfather is getting better ~
and i also hope that her shingle will get well soon ~
just enjoy everyday with all your happiness ~
=]

now i suppose to keep on walking to discover the beauty of my life ~
and searching another part for myself ~
but why am i still standing at here ...... ??
i wondering why ....

yes ....
it's you again ~

people are not lonely when they are alone ~
lonely come to us when we are thinking someone ~

i'm really lonely now ....

i miss you .....

bday past ....

thx for all my fren's bday greeding ~

and yet ...
i m still not happy ....

nothing much to write ~
even i write something ~
it sure will be a sad n emo post ~
better i dun write anything ~

that's all i can write for this post ....

i swear ~

i hate this ~
i hate this feeling ~
i hate everything about this ~

i gonna loss my anger soon ~

and don't ask me
why i m not happy ~
i ain't gonna tell u all ~

but i swear to god ~
promise to myself ~

it start with peace ~
but i will end it with my anger ~

不要对我再说爱 ~~

太多爱不明不白
我还在
分手的那一天原地徘徊

太多事不明不白
不明白
怎么笑着走出来

不要对我再说爱
你回来
可是过去再也回不来

不要对我再说爱
我还在
秋千上摇摆

太多人不明不白
我不想
重新开始后还想着原来

太多人不必等待
我不能
给你确定的未来

不要对我再说爱
你回来
可是过去回不来

不要对我再说爱
我还在
秋千来回上摇摆

不要对我再说爱
我坦白
一直忘不了原来

不要对我再说爱
我害怕
我们在受到伤害

不要对我再说爱
你回来
可是过去回不来

不要对我再说爱
就让我
一个人静静摇摆

一段爱从不明白到明白
我的眼泪才慢慢流出来

6 days ~

june 1 ....
new month ....
new life ....

6 more days to go .....
anything thing will happen ???
any miracle will happen ???

untitle ...

i must admit that ~~

i still cant get over u ~~

i m sorry for myself ~~

11 days ~

phew ~~
finally tomorrow is the last day of exam already ~
physic ~
who care about this stupid subject ~~
xD

firstly ,
a sorry to my most sayang de kai mui ~
coz my hp out of credit already ~
so cant reply ur msg lah ~
sry lo ~
>.<

next thing ,
11 days to go ~~

actually ,
what i most care about is not what will happen during that day ~
is what can i do on the 2nd week of school holiday ~

i have nothing to do during that week lo ~
no out going ~
no working ~
no dating -.-

speechless ~~
.................
he was so happy when he get this news ~
and i turn mad straight away ~
damn it ~
i can just act like nothing happen ~

I make my angel scream ~
and the devil cry ~

early wishes ~

12 more days to go ~~
it is getting closer and closer ~

anyway ,
someone has wish me adi ~
coz she is not around here during that time ~
so she wish me earlier then other ppl ~
haha ~~
xD

WOW !!!
almost all the day in my coming holiday is full with lots of activities ~
darn it ~
at 1st still thought that ~~
"holiday luuu ~~"
"can rest luuu ~~"

but now i think i have no time to rest during holiday gua~
=.=

It's my life ~
And it's now or never ~
I ain't gonna live forever ~
I just want to live while i'm alive ~

xD

i shall never surrender ~

13 days to go ~~
be patient ~
maybe something or miracle will happen ~
who knows ???
god knows ~

sometime i am wondering ~~
what is he thinking ah ??

he is such a bitch ~
already know that he cant beat me ~
and he is still trying hard to beat me ~
stupid feller ~

he will see ~
i will fight until eternity ~
no wonder how is the ending ~

tomorrow ~
i shall never surrender ~

i m drunk ~ xD

2 more weeks to go ~

as jingyee say ,
let the past go , n live present ~
seem like it's useless to me ~

but anyway ~
thx for her advice ~

well ,
today was bloody tired ~
spend almost 4 hour at school for my basketball ~
8 morning - 12 afternoon
i m getting crazy ~
n my jersy is full of sweat ~
=.=

i am drunk ~
i finish 2 tiger beer , 1 heineken n 1 carlsberg by myself ~
coz go out 'yamcha' with fren mah ~
but thn when the bill come ~
OMG ~
beautiful number appears on the bill ~
-.-

xD

17 days ~

17 days left ~~

i do hope that someone will remember that day ~~
but no one remember also nevermind ~

coz every year also like this ~
n it is normal for me already ~

1st time ~~

the 1st time we meet each other ~

the 1st time we take photo ~

u r always like to look at me when i m drawing ~

the 1st time we watch meteor together ~

the 1st time we celebrate chrismast together ~

until one day ,
u gone ,
n leave me alone ......

i decided to draw out our story ~

i miss u ~
n i always do .....

yes ....
i do agree that i still miss u ~

but it just make me standing at the same place ~
n stop going ~

when the day i get over u ~
i will continue going ~

n now i done it ~

congratz to myself ~
=D

~ o.0 ~

Well .....

She is really a CUTE girl ~
Nothing much i can write about her ~

ok ...
i know that she is not the most cute in the world ~
i have meet some or more girl that actually cuter than her ~

undeniable ,
she is the cutest girl in my heart ~
she is the only one that can melt my icy heart ~~


i really can't believe that i will type or say this kind of romantic sentences ~
for a girl ~
a cute girl ~

funny huh ??
unpredictable right ??

That's me ~
haha ~

~ single ~

i really can't believe it ~
why lots of people still do not believe that ~~
I AM A SINGLE !!!

Haiz ~
Nvm thn ~

Proudly tell all of u that ~~

I AM STILL A SINGLE ~
BUT I AM NOT AVAILABLE ~

xD ~

~ 放开~

终于把自己给放开了 ~~
但是这是真的 ？？
还是假的 ？？

怎样都好 ~~
今天还是很开心 ~~
哈哈 ~~

~无言~

一个人并不孤单 ~~

想念一个人才孤单 ~~

~ 感情 ~

我是个没有感情的人类吗 ？？
我是个感情丰富的人类吗 ？？

谁来告诉我 ~~~~

~~放开所有~~

把你放开 ~~
让别人有爱上你的机会 ~~

把我放开 ~~
也让我有爱上别人的机会 ~~


但是我承认我是自私的 ~~
我做不到 ~~
一直以来都看不透 ~~
也许是我太过执著了 ~~

~ 一山二虎 ~

你我势不两立 ~~~

有你就没我 ~~
有我就没你 ~~

一山不能藏二虎 ~~
不 ~~
不应该说你是老虎 ~~
你是只猫 ~~
你是不可能超越我的 ~~

~~我是一只小鸟~~

世界上有一只没有脚的小鸟 ~~
当它一生下来时就飞 ~~
一直飞 ~~
一直飞 ~~
从来没有着落过地 ~~
在它着落上地的时候 ~~
也就是它死的时候 ……

这是小鸟是谁 ？？
是我 ~~

我已经很累了 ~~
不想再这样下去了 ~~

但是我只有一次真正休息的机会 ~~
当我什么都不管 ~~
当我什么都不理 ~~
当我什么都不烦 ~~
当我永远闭上眼睛 ~~
这时的我才是真正的休息 ~~

~~ 我记得 ~~

我记得 ~~~
我会记得的 ~~~
我一定会记得的 ~~~

这是不可能的 ~~~

你们永远也不会知道我在想什么的 ~~
你们永远也不会知道我在做什么的 ~~

你们永远也不会知道我是个怎样的人来的 ~~

~~ 怪自己 ~~

其实我可以做得更绝情 ~~
只是我没有理由为啥要这样做 ~~
就为了那么一点小事 ？？

我承认 ~~
我妒忌心是很强 ~~
也很会吃醋 ~~
但是我何时曾以妒忌心的心态去对你 ？？
我曾几何时以吃醋的态度去对你 ？？
但是你为什么要这样 ？？
为什么要这样对我 ？？

你以前也是这样 ~~
现在也是这样 ~~
我有这样对过你吗 ？？
你告诉我 ，
有没有 …………
为什么你要这样对我 ~~


每次当我不开心 ，
我就会去洗脸 ~~
不是只是洗一次罢了 ~~
而是一直洗 ~~
拼命地洗 ~~
直到我冷静为止 ~~

每次我不开心 ~~
我就会打球 ~~
而且还是要拼命打 ~~
一直到了我筋疲力尽了 ~~
回到家可以直接躺上床就睡觉 ~~
什么都不用想 ~~


现在都不能怪谁了 ~~
只能怪自己 ~~
怪自己一直都不够冷静 ~~

~双子男~

有一本书说 ~~
双子座的男生 ~~
讲话永远不超过10字的 ~~

真的 ？
假的 ？
还是每个双子男都不一样的 ?

~ 救命 ~

最近真的是有够累得 ~~
加上差不多每天都头痛 ~~
唉 ~~

钱也用的七七八八了 ~~
惨了 T.T
没钱的话很难过生活的叻 ~~

已经两个星期没有更新了 ~~
这两个星期内发生什么事 ~~
我也大概忘了 ~~
@@

我只是知道 ~~
我的头痛 ~~
从上个月开始已经没有停过了 ~~
唉 ~~

救命 ~~
T.T

~ 呵呵 ~

我回来了 ！！！！！

I M BACK !!!!!

…………

你真的能斩断对她一切的依恋吗？　　

嗯。　　

你真的能斩断对她一切的依恋吗？　　

嗯。　　

你真的能斩断对她一切的依恋吗？　　

…………

~~ 请告诉我 ~~

我在说什么 ~~ ?
我在说什么 ~~ ?

我很乱 ~~

你可以告诉我吗 ??
告诉我你到底想知道什么 ~~

你想知道的是你所谓的“她” ~~
还是我心里的秘密 ~~ ??

~ love countries ~

I.T.A.L.Y
I
T-rust
A-nd
L-ove
Y-ou

H.O.L.L.A.N.D
H-ope
O-ur
L-ove
L-asts
A-nd
N-ever
D-ie

L.I.B.Y.A
L-ove
I-s
B-eautiful
Y-ou
A-lso

~ 我 ~

我 ~~
學會遺忘自己 ~~

我 ~~
學會成全自己 ~~

我 ~~
受過傷懂得怎戒備 ~~

我就是我 ~~

~ 哈哈 ~

我一直都是一个人 ~~

什么孤单寂寞 ~~
我都已经习惯了 ~~

什么女朋友 ~~
我一直没有女朋友 ~~

我 ~
单身 ~
单身汉 ~
单身万岁 ~

~婆婆~

对不起 ~
没看到你最后一眼 ~

我知道你很想见我 ~
但我没去到 ~
但是现在已经太迟了 ~
对不起 。。。。

你以前常叫我别打那么多球 ~
我就是不听 ~
现在我累了 ~
我才知道为什么你常叫我别打那么多球 ~
原来你是怕我太累 ~
累坏身子 ~

你以前常说你脚痛 ~
时常叫我用铁打酒帮你揉脚 ~
因为你说公公不够大力 ~
所以要我帮你揉脚 ~
虽然我有时是很不甘愿 ~
但是我还是会帮你揉脚 ~
毕竟你是我的长辈 ~

你以前常给我一些钱出去吃东西 ~
因为你怕我会饿坏自己 ~
所以每次当我要出去时 ~
你就是会给我钱 ~
就连你现在走了还会留下点钱给我用 ~
但我答应自己 ~
除非是十万火急 ~
不然的话我是不会用那些钱的 ~
因为这些钱是你给我的最后的钱 ~

你以前不时会煮“酸辣排骨” ~
但是每次差不多都被我一人吃光光了 ~
你还笑着说不要紧 ~
第二天你会在煮多点 ~
还是被我一个人吃完了 ~
但现在我现在已经吃不到了 ~
那些味道只能在记忆中回味了 ~

现在你已经不在了 ~
我会好好孝顺公公的 ~
我会常回去探望他的 ~
因为以前我都很少回去 ~
现在你走了 ~
我才知道要学会珍惜 ~

婆 ~
你安心走吧 ~

~ 雨天 ~

早上醒来 ~~
窗外下着雨 ~~
天气荫荫的 ~~
窗内的我 ~~
眼睛也下着雨 ~~

我知道自己梦见你了 ~~
可是潜意识让我忘记 ~~
被淋湿的枕头在讽刺我 ~~
逼着我面对现实 ~~
还没忘记你的事实 ~~
突然好想你 ~~

你在哪里？
过得好不好？
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

~大年初一~

新年咯 !!!
咚咚咚锵 ~~
咚咚咚锵 ~~
咚咚咚锵咚锵咚锵 ~~

但是今年的新年并不像以往般那样开心 ~~
因为家里出现了一些事情 ~~
加上我又病了 ~~

我知道现在在登嘉楼的你一定是跟亲戚朋友们在玩得很开心的啦 ~~
所以我也不好意思去打扰你 ~~
唉 ~~

最后，
祝你新年快乐 ~~
每天都快快乐乐 ~~
把所有烦恼都忘掉 ~~

~累~痛~烦~

累吗 ...... ??
很累 .....

痛吗 ...... ??
很痛 .....

烦吗 ...... ??
很烦 .....

~忘记~

昨天 ~~
我去了她学校 ~~
但没看到她 ~~
唉 ~~

现在你 ~~
对我 ~~
好像越来越冷淡了 ~~

回想起来 ~~
以前真开心 ~~

时间
毕竟是会让我们的记忆随风而逝 ~~


忘记也许是种解脱 ~~
但是忘记你很难 ~~

~累~

今天终于可以休息了 xD
平时就累到半死 T.T

练球 ~~
补习 ~~
家务 ~~
练球 ~~
补习 ~~
家务 ~~

每天都重复回一样的东西 ~~
真得很累的嘛 ><

我们篮球队里面那个“番薯” 也是的 ~~
真是他XX ~~
每天练球练球 ~~
不用休息的哦 ？？
输赢真得那么重要咩 ？？
现在我们又不是输不起啦 ~~
是不是要等到我们全队练球练到整队人残废他才甘愿 ？？

@#$%^&*^#$%^&*($%#^&(@#$%^&^$@!# ..........

Taggie lo ~ what else =.="

Tagged by Jing Yee =.=

Rules
*1. Those who get tagged must answer the questions about themselves.
*2. At the end of the post, tag 10 people except the person who tagged you(tagger).
*3. Continue this game by sending to other people.(refer to rule No.2)


Name: Kensonz ~

Age/Birthday: 16 , 7 june ~

School: SMK St. Gabriel (girl-less school) ~

Elder sister: Takde , tapi i wish to have ~ xD

Younger sisters: 2 annoying younger sister ~

Elder brothers: I'm the eldest lah !!!

Younger brothers: Takde juga ~

Favourite liquids [drinks]: Erm ...... a cup of ais panas ???

Favourite consumables [food]: Erm ...... too many jor ~ xD

Favourite place to sleep: Mana-mana pun boleh ~ xD

Flying?: Superman ???

Swimming/Diving?: Swimming ?? kinda boring =.="

How much friends in MSN?: Erm ....... 100+ gua (stupid question !!) ~

Loved ones?: Secret ~~ shhh ~~

Get kicked on the butt: NEVER WILL HAPPEN !!!!

Allergic?: Erm ..... girls ???

Gastric?: OMG ~~ my best fren ~~ xD

Age of marriage?: Erm ....... cincai lah ~~

Children wanted?: A football team ??

Age of death?: Immortal is the best ~ xD

Animals in house?: Dog , fish , monkey n many many many ......... xD

Longest fingernail ever kept: No comment ~~ =X

Wanted birthday present: Erm .......... cash is the best !!! xD


Q: In your dream, god tells you that you are a billionaire in your dream world and gives you a wish. What would you wish for?
Erm ..... i didn't think about it leh ~ T.T


i tag :

Zowie ~ (Just do it ~ xD)
Jing yee ~ (lalalala .....)
Nadia ~ (lu bila mau buat mai bila buat lo ~~ )

Erm ..... i think that's all ~
Coz not many people know that i have a blog ~ xD

(People who got tagged need to do the one below too)


A. Attached or single?
> Single the best ~

B. Best friend?
> Quite alot ~

C. Cake or pie?
> I hate both ~

D. Day of choice?
> Friday ~

E.Essential item?
> My handphone lo ~ what else ???

F. Favorite colour?
> All type of blue ~ xD

G. Gummy bears or worms?
> What is this 2 thing ?? =.="

H. Hometown?
> Batu Gajah ~

I. Favorite indulgence?
> Ice-cream ~

J. January or July?
> Can i say JUNE ?? xD

K. Kids?
> Too annoying for me ~

L. Life isn't complete without?
> Friend and Love ~

M. Marriage date?
> No comment ~

N. Number of magazine subscriptions?
> I hate book !!!

O. Oranges or apples?
> An apple a day keeps doctor away ~ xD

P. Phobias?
> Nope i think ~

Q. Quotes?
> Enjoy all the time ~

R. Reasons to smile?
> No reason , just smile ^^

S. Season of choice?
> Winter ~

T. Tag 10 people.
> Err ..... no comment ~

U. Unknown fact about me?
> Even myself also dunno ~

V. Vegetable?
> I hate vegetable as i hate book as well ~

W. Worst habit?
> Always sit infront computer =.="

Y. Your favorite food?
> Everything and anything ~

Z. Zodiac sign?
> Gemini ~

~~ 怀念2008 ~~

不知不觉 ~~
2008年又过去了 ~~
在这一年里，
我很开心，
因为我认识了你 ..............


2008 ~~
很值得怀念的一年 ~~


我跟你在3月多4月认识的 ~~
直到现在大概有了 8，9个月了 ~~


我对你说过的话 ~~
你也许忘记了 ~~
但是你对我说过的每字每句 ~~
却深深的烙在我心里 ~~

2008年6月1日，
是我们第一次 sms 谈天 ~~
那时还是半夜 1.30 ~~
你说你因为睡不着，
所以就找我 ~~

2008年6月5日，
你送我生日礼物 ~~
原来是个雪花球 ~~
这是我15年来收到的第一份礼物 ~~

2008年6月7日，
我的生日 ~~
你是今年第一个祝我生日快乐的人 ~~

2008年8月22日，
那天的我在云顶 ~~
由于给朋友作弄说你补习时哭 ~~
所以下了我一跳 ~~
那天也是我第一次打电话给你 ~~

2008年9月19日，
还有两天就是你的生日了 ~~
而我也早就准备好礼物送给你了 ~~
一条项链跟一只毛毛狗公仔 ~~
你跟我说你很喜欢 ~~


啊 ..........
我曾经想过 ~~
我转校 ~~
转回去怡保读书 ~~
当时间一久了 ~~
我可能会慢慢忘记掉在吉隆坡的一切一切 ~~
但是我知道这是不可能的 ~~

在最后我想说，
我很珍惜以前跟你一起的日子 ~~
我会很怀念的 ~~
我永远都是你的好朋友 ~~

BBF ......
Best Friend Forever ......