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i really dunno what to do .
i don't wanna be a bad guy .

suddenly feel like i am a failure .
now is the time ,
the chance has come .
but i miss it once again .

i shouldn't tell you about that .
althought it is just a lie .
that is not what i mean .
but i know that you treat it as a true .

i just want to make myself live better .
i know i am selfish .
and i am sorry .

my heart is still with you .
i am still loving you .