finally ...

yesterday was happy ,
but a feeling of a moment detroyed my day ...

i hate this ~
i hate this feeling ~
however , i have to face it ...
there is no escaping ...
perhaps someone or something could bring me to the exit ...

emotional decide all the winning and losing ... ?
it makes me feeling the final winning ,
but also makes me experiences the failure of the most thorough ...

i don't wish to see this happen anymore ,
but there is no way no prevent it ,
i must face it ...
i tried so hard to controll my emotional ...

i hate all through the night ...
after the sun goes down ...

since yesterday ,
i have no point to hate you but to stay far away from you ...
because i love you .