ending ?

the time has come .
a decision must be made .
i don't want to but i have to .
i hate you ,
because i love you .

i have to say no one will ever understand me .
you will never understand what i think or how i feel , not even once .
but if you understand , just say it out .
i am ready to accept it .

maybe i am just one of the passenger in your life ,
he might be your prince charming .
i have no the right to stop him from loving you ,
because you are not and never will belong to me .
i have seen through it .

it's time for me to put all this down .
i am suffer enough .
what i want is just lead a normal life ,
that's all i want .

lastly ,
i hate you because i love you .
i am sorry .