tried my best ...

i trying to narcotic myself by telling my own that i dont like anymore ....
i tried so hard .....
i tried my hardest .....

and i failed .......
i cant get over you ....
i cant get over this ....

no ones believe me .......
no ones know how i feel .....
and no ones will remember me .....

i am collapse-ing now ....
my nervous is breaking down now ....

i cant control my emotional anymore ....
but emotional controls me ......
and i am doing what i dislike now ....
i have no choice but to do it ....

missing ...
missing my way ...
missing myself ...