basketball . movie . ice cream .

woke up early in the morning .
went out and meet up with dear dear nearby her house .
had boiled egg and steamed bread as our breakfast .

heading to Pandan Jaya railway station .
meet with them .
we took part in basketball competition and today was the first game .
looks like everyone were well prepared .
dear dear followed together .
love you ~ muackssssss ~

13 people , 1 van .
still manage to sit into the van ~ xD
but the price for van hell expensive ....
double way trip cost us rm150 ...
everyone have to pay rm13++ .
what the XXXXXXX ....

reached there ,
no one was there except uncle chai ~
since we had nothing to do .
let's warm up ~ xD

we played the first game of the day .
we won the game .
56-52 .
4 points .
Jordy and Adrian gila pro ~ xD

went back to maluri ,
had our lunch at mamak ,
as the celebration of winning the game =.=

dear dear and i gone first .
next station ,
LEISURE MALL .

watched movie ,
socceress's apparentis ~ (cincai lah ... )
darn funny this movie ~

after movie was baskin robin .
we bought the small one which cost rm18.50 .
the price was after discount for 31 % .
sat there and enjoyed our ice cream .
took lots of photo with dear dear also .

today was not that tired but extremely exhausted .
but still happy that we won the game ,
and also had a nice and happy day with dear dear ~

driving . pasar malam .

driving ??
piece of cake ~ xD
it's easy .

hope can get my driving licence as fast as posible .
don't wanna depents on the stupid RapidKL bus service !!!!
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went to leisure mall's pasar malam ,
too bad it's raining .
we both had a walk inside there .
walked into popular bookstore and heading to the traveling part .

i randomly picked a book and opened the index .
i covered her eye , asked her to point at any place randomly .
she pointed 5 places .
i said : we will travel to the place you point just now in coming future .

finally the rain stopped ,
went out and walked at the pasar malam .
saw many sexy "angels" ~
they were giving out the free online game CD to promote the game .

went back at 10 .
sent dear dear back first then went back my own house .
reached about 10.30pm .
tired but happy ,
satisfied with this day .

哭。梦。累。

有人说：
当某人在你面前哭时，证明你真的拿走了他的心。

我不坚强，
我也不轻易落泪。

只是想不开心时，
有个小肩膀可以靠，
这就够了。
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最近在想，
如果一切的梦都是真的，
如果有一天我真的走了。

那我是不是背叛了我们之间的承诺　？

我并不怕，
我只怕以后再也见不到你。
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累了，

就问自己一句，

健泷，
你还能走多远　？

dream .

the same dream ,
the same night ,
the same feeling ,
the same fear .

it's still the same .
it is haunting behind me.
maybe this is the faith ?

don't worry dear ,
it's gonna be ok ,
i am fine and i am nothing .
don't be so worry .

saturday .

as usual ,
went to taman nirwana for basketball ,
from morning to afternoon .
kinda tired .

MBS was having family day ,
dear and her gang were going but i am not .
someone said the things there were so so so so expensive .
was heading to central market to find my dear dear ,
after finished playing basketball .
finally found her ,
miss her so much >.<

middle part was boring and nothing speial ~~
*jump jump jump*

went to taman bandar tun razak .
just wanted to go there with dear ,
because we both went all shopping center but not park .
we reached there by 5.15pm .
we walked and we finished 90% of the park .

took a rest .
we took 70+ pictures just in half an hour .
dear dear was so so so CUTE >.<

went back at 7.30pm .
her father came and took her ,
and i walked back home .

tired ,
but still happy to be with dear almost whole day .
thanks ~
love you ^^

6 months

time flies away so fast ...
6 months already .
have been together for 6 months .
love dear more and more and more ...
muacksssss .

today's school was normal , nothing special .
except we changed our history teacher , the 4th teacher .
she was not that bad in my opinion ,
although her behaviour and attitude were kinda "special" ...

celebrate our 6 months aniversary ,
we went pavilion for movie .
despicable me .
those yellow tinggy and the kids were so god darn cute .
"oh ... it's so fluffy ~"
nice and touch endding .
we both enjoy the movie .

but we saw something ~
a pair of couple sitted beside us .
when the movie was running ,
they kept on kissing ...
i looked at them ,
and counted how many time they kiss .
more than 8 times i think ...

went back to time square .
nothing to do , just waste our time there .
went back at 7pm .

tired but happy day .

present ~ ?

today's school day was totally boring ...
what's the point for bringing everything to school ,
when there was not studying at all but 2 talk ?

i brough every book include my sport shirt ,
but they told me that there were 2 talk today .
what the crap ...

rushed to time square to collect up something after school .
meet Kwan Sing and Ekhwan there .
together we walked to perijaya from ts .
by the time we stepped out from time square's building ,
it rain ...
the very strong one ...
we had no choice but to walk to there =.=

dunno dear dear happy or not when i gave her the "present" .
she seem so happy ~

went to pasar malam after tuition ended .
walked and walked and walked ...
went back home ~
tired ~

thanks dear dear ~
muacksssss

dream

this was the sixth time ,
i had the same dream again .

woke from the dream in the middle of the night ,
lay awake on the bed for 15 minutes .
then opened the window and looked at the night sky .
it's so quite ...

dare not to sleep again .
didn't wish to dream the same dream again .
i can't take it anymore .

didn't hope much ,
just hope you'll always be with me .

雨后。

走在雨后的小路上，
哼着我爱的歌曲。

周杰伦的，林俊杰的，陈奕迅的...

想着，
以后的那日子要怎么过 ？

school day .

monday ,
basically there was nothing special happened during school .
just get scolded by BM teacher .
maybe her "cousin" came and visited her ?

went to time square with Kwan Sing after school .

had McDonald as our lunch .

gonna buy the thing i wanted to buy .
walked and walked and walked for so long .
finally found it ~ xD

but here comes the problem .
i didn't bring enough money out today .
oh what the F**K ...
luckily Sing was there .
really have to thank him so much ,
for willing to borrow me some money first .

went to tuition after that .
biology class .
donald was funny still ~ xD

*ps
about the thing , that's your present .
i already get it , but you didn't see it yesterday right ?
just wait few more days lah dear ~
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tuesday ,
again i am here to thnaks someone ,
Kit Ee aka Kitty .
really thanks for willing to spent your time to finish that drawing .
i owe you a drinks .
remind me to get your drink ,
if you didn't , i just act like dunno anything ~ xD

this is the fifth time we change our time table .
and we have already change 4 history teacher .
the fifth history teacher ...
SHE'S A BITCH ~~

come everybody follow me ,
there's a bitch in my class ~
(with woody's slang , there's a snake in my boot)

damn not satisfied .
just wait and see .

sentosa .

today was our school's sport day .
this was the last sport day for me .

grabbed 1 medal only .
bronze - 60m .

although i am sentosa's president .
but i didn't care at all .
this year was the last year ,
and i really don't feel like wanna take part in any game .
but the teacher just wrote my name and passed it up .

those young one were fabulous .
grabbed lots of medals and the name of best athelet .
hope they will bring Sentosa to the victory after we have gone .

the event gonna end soon .
price giving ceremony at last .
it's time to announce the overall champion .
AMAN was the champion and Sentosa was second .
congratz to AMAN .

everything ends today .
gonna study hard .

SENTOSA ARE ALWAYS THE CHAMPION .
SENTOSA ROCKS !!!!

went to time square after school yesterday .
found the thing i want .
walked and walked and walked .
i found it but i didn't bought it .
i will buy it next week .

went to Digi Specialize shop .
want to find out what's happening with my phone .
the guy fixed it .
and now i can on my facebook with my phone .

was raining heavily outside about 5.30pm yesterday .
i can't went to find dear , she can't too .
rain stopped around 6.30pm .
so we both went to Jusco Maluri for a little walk .
spent our time there till 8pm and went back .

that's the day .
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went school today but didn't study .
today was Sukan Balapan .
many of us were heading to Mini stadium at SMK Seri Permaisuri .
i took part in 100 meter run .
teacher forced me to run =.=
due to the reason i never stay back for training .

nothing much ,
went to tuition after that .
then pasar malam with dear .
first time went to that pasar malam .
quite long =.=
walked walked walked .
went back at 9 something by taking a cab .

still worried bout dear ,
she gonna walk back home alone ,
although it is 5 minute journey .

phew ,
today was tired .

变了。

重遇小学朋友。
一段谈话。

“怎么挂着那副想不开的样子 ？”
“哦 ？”
“以前的你不是这样的啊。”
“以前的我 ？”
“是啊，以前的你都玩世不恭，还很花心叻。”
“不知道，怎么了 ？”
“没什么，就觉得你变了另外一个人。”
“...”
“想开点吧。”
“哦 ...”

仔细想想，
她确实说得没错。
我以前的确是个这样的人。

变了，
那又怎么样 ？
我又不是变了那十恶不赦的人。
不多，
只是性格，态度和观点罢了。

我花心 ？
何谓花心 ？
真可笑。

我玩世不恭 ？
这我倒承认。

我再也不是以前你口中的那小弟弟了。
对，
我变了。

basketball . cheer . FIFA .

finally basketball thing is settle .
we have 11 members in the team .
but i still didn't hope so much .
i just want to play .
that's all .
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went to Stadium Bukit Jalil in saturday and sunday .
SilkyGirl cheerleading competition .
went there to support dear school's team .
MURIEL ~

i had a hair cut at last saturday .
changed my hairstyle (not that much also) .
quite nice .
at least better than last time .

i reached Stadium Bukit Jalil by 1pm somthing last saturday .
gonna give dear a surprise .
she was so concern about the other team's performance ,
and she didn't realize i was behind her .
by the time she saw me ,
she stunned .
"how come you are here and what happen to your hair ?"
"give you a surprise mah ~ hehe ~"
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stayed up late at night yesterday .
watched WORLD CUP FINAL !!!
i stand at Netherland's side but Spain is the champion .
so boring lah this final game .
Spain score the first and only goal just 5 minute before the game end .

wanna eat that Ah Paul the octopus adi ...
dear dear , bring you go eat together ~
ok ??

无题

泪水徘徊在眼眶边缘。
没想到泪水比空气更重，
滴了下来。
今晚的我会是如何入睡。

为什么每次都要这样，
为什么每次错的都是我，
为什么每次担心的都是我，
为什么要这样子，
我很讨厌这样的情况。

你不喜欢，
而我也不想发生这样的事。
但是他们要这样。
我真的不知道能做些什么。
我只是想和你一起久一点就那么简单，
没想到竟换来这样的结果。

我一直在等，
等你的信息还是电话来。
我不敢睡，
怕你的信息来了，我睡了，没回你。
但却等不到任何一封。

终于忍不住，
给你发了封简讯。
你那冷淡的回复，
让我知道你还是不爽不开心。
我所能做的都做了，
能说的都说完了，
不过我真的不想发生这样的事。
对不起。

云。雨。

早上的云真漂亮，
下午的雨真凄美。

“你跟她没事吧 ？”
“啊，没事。”

一句话把我从梦中打醒，
不该再这样了，
该上课了。

一直在反复的想，
你说的习惯，
你说的害怕，
你说的在乎，
你说的一切。

我毫无表情，
开心还是伤心 ？
当时还是个未知数。

我望着荧幕，
愣住了。
不知道该说些什么，
也不知道怎么开口。

拨了通电话过去，
没什么，
就想在睡前再听听你声音。
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等等啦，
说了有特别的礼物。
别再问那是什么东东来的 >.<

傻猪，
我答应你，
我会留在你身边。

崩溃。

我再也不想听见，
我再也不想看见，
我再也不想知道，
这样我快崩溃了。

有人曾经告诉我 ，
每个人的存在一定是有原因的。
上帝一定会给每人一份特殊的礼物。

那晚，
我独自躺在床上，
在想，
我到底有什么特殊的礼物 ？
我到底有什么特别 ？
我到底有什么好 ？

我知道，
我除了废话特别多之外，
也没什么好了。
但是我真的不知道我到底有什么好，
可以让你喜欢上爱上我。

走在随便一条街上，
周围都有人比我各方面都好，都比我有才华。
但我凭什么 ？

到底是不是真的我错 ？

是不是我不够成熟 ？

是不是我不了解你 ？

也许你说的对 。

我不了解，
难道我就没有尝试着去了解吗 ？
难道我就不想去了解吗 ？

我不成熟，
难道我就不想变得更成熟吗 ？
但成熟会使人想太多。

何谓复杂 ？
复杂的定义是什么 ？
谁能告诉我 ？

你说你是个复杂的人。
你说你爱哭。
跟我一起就不能简单点开心点吗 ？
为什么要这样 ？
为什么总是有事的时候都不跟我讲 ？
要自己一个人哭 ？

我做了那么多，
但结果还是那样。
有用吗 ？
我还能做什么 ？
我还能说什么 ？

以后的事以后再想，
但为什么就要现在断定以后的结果 ？
既然都已经断定了以后的结果，
那我再说什么也是无谓的。

若有天我真的走了，
是天堂还是地狱在等我 ？

若有天我真地走了，
你还会不会再想起我 ？

blood .

went tuition this morning ,
history class ...
due to the reason that i just slept 2 hours for yesterday .
i was so "hot" ...
=X

bleeding out from nose non-stop .
i cough ,
then the blood came out from mouth .
so ....
excited ?

went to time square after finished tuition .
dear left me alone ... T.T
just joking ...
she had to have lunch with her family .
she asked me to eat with them but i rejected .
after that she sms-ed me and said ,
"why didn't bring Kensonz along to eat together ? "

dear's father were taking them for movie .
Toy Story 3 .
her brother was a clever boy .
he booked ticket but didn't remember the booking number .
dear kept on asking me wanna watch with them or not =.=

i went to Pav to find dear and i saw her parent .
uncle asked me the same thing again .
DON'T WANT ~ xD

just walk walk there .
then went back after dear went into the cinema .
tired but happy =)

fifa world cup .

yesterday night was fabulous ,
i just slept for 2 hours ,
then went to tuition .

first ,
i went to Soon's house then we decided to go Steven's Corner .
to watch football match .
yesterday was Germany Vs Argentina .
Germany scored the first goal in the first 3 minute right after the match start .

the people there were shouting like nobody business .
people were enjoying watching the match but i didn't .
something happened and it thrilled me .
the final result for the match is ...
Germany 4-0 Argentina .
bye bye Argentina ~ xD

watched the second match as well .
Paraguay Vs Spain .
this game was not as exciting as just now's match .
both of the goalkeeper block the penalty kick .
boring ... zzz ~
Spain finally scored at 83 minute .
and this bring Spain into the semi-final .

we all were so sleepy and tired .
don't care so much already ,
just sleep at the living hall .
xD

night and adios .

went to the last 6 hour kursus just before i get my L licence .
but we only attend the kursus for 3 hour .
we paid rm10 then cabut lari .
i rather sit for the another 3 hour =.=

if it is fast ,
i think i can get my P driving licence by sept .
dunno leh ....
i hope to get my licence as soon as posible .

I WANT TO DRIVE !

sick . Fifa .

due to my fever ,
today was a holiday to me .
but not to the others .
xD

actually i was getting better after i had a nice sleep yesterday .
but for safety ,
i had no choice but to visit the nearest clinic here .

today was also dear's school open day .
her result was not too bad .
at least better than the others .

two of us missed the first add-math revision class .
so we planned to go for the second class .
we reached there by 6.25pm and we thought we were late .
who knows that the second class cancel .
we both looked at each other and ........ =X

went to leisure mall's pasar malam .
saw Tam , Sc and Lc .
walk walk walk ...
went to Pandan Indah to yamcha .
drink till 12+ am .

first fetch Lc back then four of us went to Kar Thye house .
he is flying to Sabah tomorrow to continue his study .
well ,
Bon Voyage and take care .

i reached home by 1am sharp .
thanks to Sc for fetch me back ,
although you still had to go back Setapak i think .

today's match ,
Brazil Vs Netherlands .

and the result ,
Brazil lose 1-2 to Netherlands .

sick . open day . bday .

yea great ...
i am sick right now .
not feeling that well ...

today was school open day .
parent were invited to school to collect their son's report card .
same as my other fellow friends ,
my mother came and collect my report card for me .

well ,
my result was not that bad .
4,3,2,1 ~
4A , 3B , 2C and 1D ...
get number 7 in my class .

stayed at school for awhile after my mother gone .
went to cyber cafe after that .

i felt so cold but my body was so hot .
then i only knew that i was having a fever .
the serious one .
dear brought me to the nearest clinic to buy some medi .

tuition time ,
i was so so so cold until i can't stand for the cold .
i borrowed Woon's extra shirt to wear ,
but no use .

went back home after tuition finished ,
it was raining heavily .
it took 1 hour for me to reach home .
wasting my time there ...

gonna rest soon ,
not going to school tomorrow .
holiday ~ xD
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to :
APPLE CHUA YING YI ~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!
wish you have a nice day and always stay happy .