2009 ending ...

7 hours more ...
a new year huh ?
haha ...

2009 ...
goodbye .

i have lots of nice memories in this year .
i enjoy very much .
thanks everyone and everything .

have a happy new year .

5.47 am .

now is 5.47am ...
cant sleep at all .

dunno what is running in my mind .
just hope that everything will be fine .

看透生活 ？

假期快完了哦 ？
还真舍不得 ~

实践了对自己的承诺 ~
但答应了别人的是我却办不到 。

还有几天就新一年了 ~
放心 ，
既然我答应了你
我就会在短短这三天内做完 。
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明年 ，
又是新的一年 ~
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学业上 ，
应该是最奋斗的一年吧 ?
毕竟明年有大考 ~
希望我会有一股冲劲去奋斗吧 ~
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感情上 ，
一直以来最不敢面对的问题 ~

吊儿郎当的生活 ，
虽然说是很自由，无忧无虑的 ~
我很享受 ~
但怎样说这种生活我开始觉得闷了 ~

往往只会暗恋 ，
而不去表白 ~
都不知道自己在怕些什么 ~

总之 ，
一切顺其自然吧 ~
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面对别人的我 ，
依然表现自我 ，
但一旦回到家 ，
看着镜中的我 ，
突然觉得陌生 。

累了就睡吧 ，
饿了就吃吧 ，
开心就笑吧 ，
伤心就哭吧 。
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夜了 ，
就这样吧 ~

rojak post ==

kena forced again ~
nvm thn ~
xD
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sleep at 5am yesterday ~
watching One Piece lo ~
so CHI GIK now ~
xD

then woke up at 1pm ~ zzz ~
ben lai can sleep till lagi late punya ~
father came in and closed my aircord ~
then i only woke up
=.=

went to midvalley after that .
ben lai say want buy some shirt for the coming chinese new year 1 ~
mana tau dint buy any shirt ~
saw the newest FINAL FANTASY for ps3 ~
FINAL FANTASY 13 leh ~ xD
the game's graphic so gila nice ~
and the price oso veli gila nice .
rm389 ~
=.=
run away better ~
xD

went to petaling street after that ~
buy jor 1 pair slipper ~
for basketball use ~
now i wear slipper to play basketball adi ~
not wearing basketball shoe anymore jor ~
xD

too bad ~
walk till half sakil perut ~
cincai find 1 toilet gaotim it ~

went back after dinner ~
but my stomach masih sakit on the way back to home .
sakit sampai tak tau apa nak cakap =.=
until now , 1.30am still sakit ~
luckily just now eat jor "poh cai pill" ~
wakakakaka ~
if not i really dunno what will happen ~
xD

that's all for today ~
night everyone .

a video .

clean up my folder inside the computer today .
i found a video .
quite a touching video ~
everything mentioned in it was so true ...

i feel so scare suddenly .
cant find myself back .
facing the same thing same problem everyday .
i don't just want to let it be .
i need an answer .
perhaps time could find out the answer for me .
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the promise by secret garden ,
情书 by 范逸臣
nice music .
try to listen it .

*ps : will upload bangkok's photo in the coming post .

forced to update ~

erm ~~
what to say leh ... ?
forced to update my blog by some one ~
the one who forces me to update ~
sure know who am i talking about lo ~
haha .
=p
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i will be in Bangkok in the next 12 hours .
erm ...
quite miss everything ~

miss here ~
don't feel like want to walk here and there .
some more the weather is hot =.=

miss something ~
can't play basketball for 4 days ,
can't sms for 4 days ,
can't play computer for 4 days ...

miss some people ~
basketball kaki ,
gaming kaki ,
yamcha kaki ,
especially ~~~~~~~
=x

zhe si tian nei , ni hui xiang qi wo ma ?

about you ?

i wonder how many time sorry she want to tell me .
i am innocent i know .
everything just happen in a short while .
and just let it be .
be happy .

and you ah .
big head prawn , 大头虾 .
sprain very serious de leh ~
take good care of yourself ah .
be careful .
and rest more ah .
>.<
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won't be around for few day .
thursday - sunday .
bangkok trip .

good night everyone .

无题 ~

这几天累透了 ~
最近这几星期就开始失眠 ~
每晚迟迟睡，
另一天还要早早醒去打球 ~

没办法咯 ~
也只好靠打球来麻醉自己咯 ~

很无辜的，
被卷入一件事情 ~
我不知道该说什么好 ~
顺其自然就好 ~

我已经尽量不去想太多了 ~
现在生活还算过得去 ~
=)

无题 ~

怎么感觉是在讲我呢 ？？

还是自己多心了 ？？

kena tagged ==

Games rules....
paste at ur blog n tag 10 ppl.....
u hv to ans it as i tag u..
if not u wont be happy oh.. =(

Ur BIG fat name: Ho Ken Loong
Wats does ur fren call u：Ken Loong , Loong
B'day ：7th June
who tag u this：Onn-Gie
best fren：Too many lo ~
what u wish for ur b'day present：can dun wan say anot ? =p
what are d happy things happen this while：BLACKSHOT ~ xD
what r d stress u face this while：erm~~ secret ...
ambition：pilot (can fly everywhere xD)
any crush：top secret ~ xD
will u invite ur teacher to join gathering：see which teacher lo ~ xD
go out wif who will make u happy：erm ~~ someone special ??
what will u do if u argue wif ur best fren：who care about him/her
where do u wish to go wif ur bf/gf：everywhere ??
what will u do during christmas：waiting for greeting and present
who do u wish to celebrate christmas togeter：someone special ??
how many siblings：2 sisters
favourite song（girls）：many leh ~~
favourite song（guys）：too many leh ~~
favourite colour：black and white ~
do u flush water after using：i m normal , so i flush ~ xD
love guy or girl：love girl of coz (i m not gay ~ xD)
what u wan to say out loud：everything =)
dare to go toilet at midnight：y not ?
wish to punch who：someone i hate ?
what do u obsess now ：BLACKSHOT , basketball , msn n sms ~ xD
do u look horrible during sleeping ：how i noe ? how to look at myself when i m slping =.=
wat time is it ：3.15 pm
hate the person who tag u：no of coz ~ xD
weight：55 kg
weather：sunny
got pregnant：i m a boy leh , u say leh ? =p
wat will u do when u r sad：basketball ? sms ? slp ?
wat will u do when u go to university：can go university onli say lah ~ xD
if u can add a colour on rainbow, wat will it be：white ~ xD
do u believe love can last forever：believe GUA ~~
wat colour shirt are u wearing now：army shirt ~ xD
is it hard ro let go off one person：see who is the person lo ~xD
ur mood now：mong cha cha ~~ ( juz wake up leh )
favourite things：my hp , wallet , n my computer ~ xD

TAG ~ (i tag onli , u all want to do anot u suka hati la )
_Chang Cheng
_Jing Yee
_Man Kay
_Nadia
_Shook Yeng
_Wen Yi
_Yan Xin
_Yee Ching
_Zowie
_Kah Yan

random ~

yea ...
everything back to normal again .
i wonder what will happen next .