云。雨。

早上的云真漂亮，
下午的雨真凄美。

“你跟她没事吧 ？”
“啊，没事。”

一句话把我从梦中打醒，
不该再这样了，
该上课了。

一直在反复的想，
你说的习惯，
你说的害怕，
你说的在乎，
你说的一切。

我毫无表情，
开心还是伤心 ？
当时还是个未知数。

我望着荧幕，
愣住了。
不知道该说些什么，
也不知道怎么开口。

拨了通电话过去，
没什么，
就想在睡前再听听你声音。
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等等啦，
说了有特别的礼物。
别再问那是什么东东来的 >.<

傻猪，
我答应你，
我会留在你身边。

崩溃。

我再也不想听见，
我再也不想看见，
我再也不想知道，
这样我快崩溃了。

有人曾经告诉我 ，
每个人的存在一定是有原因的。
上帝一定会给每人一份特殊的礼物。

那晚，
我独自躺在床上，
在想，
我到底有什么特殊的礼物 ？
我到底有什么特别 ？
我到底有什么好 ？

我知道，
我除了废话特别多之外，
也没什么好了。
但是我真的不知道我到底有什么好，
可以让你喜欢上爱上我。

走在随便一条街上，
周围都有人比我各方面都好，都比我有才华。
但我凭什么 ？

到底是不是真的我错 ？

是不是我不够成熟 ？

是不是我不了解你 ？

也许你说的对 。

我不了解，
难道我就没有尝试着去了解吗 ？
难道我就不想去了解吗 ？

我不成熟，
难道我就不想变得更成熟吗 ？
但成熟会使人想太多。

何谓复杂 ？
复杂的定义是什么 ？
谁能告诉我 ？

你说你是个复杂的人。
你说你爱哭。
跟我一起就不能简单点开心点吗 ？
为什么要这样 ？
为什么总是有事的时候都不跟我讲 ？
要自己一个人哭 ？

我做了那么多，
但结果还是那样。
有用吗 ？
我还能做什么 ？
我还能说什么 ？

以后的事以后再想，
但为什么就要现在断定以后的结果 ？
既然都已经断定了以后的结果，
那我再说什么也是无谓的。

若有天我真的走了，
是天堂还是地狱在等我 ？

若有天我真地走了，
你还会不会再想起我 ？

blood .

went tuition this morning ,
history class ...
due to the reason that i just slept 2 hours for yesterday .
i was so "hot" ...
=X

bleeding out from nose non-stop .
i cough ,
then the blood came out from mouth .
so ....
excited ?

went to time square after finished tuition .
dear left me alone ... T.T
just joking ...
she had to have lunch with her family .
she asked me to eat with them but i rejected .
after that she sms-ed me and said ,
"why didn't bring Kensonz along to eat together ? "

dear's father were taking them for movie .
Toy Story 3 .
her brother was a clever boy .
he booked ticket but didn't remember the booking number .
dear kept on asking me wanna watch with them or not =.=

i went to Pav to find dear and i saw her parent .
uncle asked me the same thing again .
DON'T WANT ~ xD

just walk walk there .
then went back after dear went into the cinema .
tired but happy =)

fifa world cup .

yesterday night was fabulous ,
i just slept for 2 hours ,
then went to tuition .

first ,
i went to Soon's house then we decided to go Steven's Corner .
to watch football match .
yesterday was Germany Vs Argentina .
Germany scored the first goal in the first 3 minute right after the match start .

the people there were shouting like nobody business .
people were enjoying watching the match but i didn't .
something happened and it thrilled me .
the final result for the match is ...
Germany 4-0 Argentina .
bye bye Argentina ~ xD

watched the second match as well .
Paraguay Vs Spain .
this game was not as exciting as just now's match .
both of the goalkeeper block the penalty kick .
boring ... zzz ~
Spain finally scored at 83 minute .
and this bring Spain into the semi-final .

we all were so sleepy and tired .
don't care so much already ,
just sleep at the living hall .
xD

night and adios .

went to the last 6 hour kursus just before i get my L licence .
but we only attend the kursus for 3 hour .
we paid rm10 then cabut lari .
i rather sit for the another 3 hour =.=

if it is fast ,
i think i can get my P driving licence by sept .
dunno leh ....
i hope to get my licence as soon as posible .

I WANT TO DRIVE !

sick . Fifa .

due to my fever ,
today was a holiday to me .
but not to the others .
xD

actually i was getting better after i had a nice sleep yesterday .
but for safety ,
i had no choice but to visit the nearest clinic here .

today was also dear's school open day .
her result was not too bad .
at least better than the others .

two of us missed the first add-math revision class .
so we planned to go for the second class .
we reached there by 6.25pm and we thought we were late .
who knows that the second class cancel .
we both looked at each other and ........ =X

went to leisure mall's pasar malam .
saw Tam , Sc and Lc .
walk walk walk ...
went to Pandan Indah to yamcha .
drink till 12+ am .

first fetch Lc back then four of us went to Kar Thye house .
he is flying to Sabah tomorrow to continue his study .
well ,
Bon Voyage and take care .

i reached home by 1am sharp .
thanks to Sc for fetch me back ,
although you still had to go back Setapak i think .

today's match ,
Brazil Vs Netherlands .

and the result ,
Brazil lose 1-2 to Netherlands .

sick . open day . bday .

yea great ...
i am sick right now .
not feeling that well ...

today was school open day .
parent were invited to school to collect their son's report card .
same as my other fellow friends ,
my mother came and collect my report card for me .

well ,
my result was not that bad .
4,3,2,1 ~
4A , 3B , 2C and 1D ...
get number 7 in my class .

stayed at school for awhile after my mother gone .
went to cyber cafe after that .

i felt so cold but my body was so hot .
then i only knew that i was having a fever .
the serious one .
dear brought me to the nearest clinic to buy some medi .

tuition time ,
i was so so so cold until i can't stand for the cold .
i borrowed Woon's extra shirt to wear ,
but no use .

went back home after tuition finished ,
it was raining heavily .
it took 1 hour for me to reach home .
wasting my time there ...

gonna rest soon ,
not going to school tomorrow .
holiday ~ xD
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to :
APPLE CHUA YING YI ~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!
wish you have a nice day and always stay happy .