mixed up everything .

i saw spider-man swinging here and there by the time i open this blog =x
it's time to clean up the spider webs i think ...
make spider-man fall xD

was kinda lazy recently ...
you all know im a lazy guy right ?
haha =p
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hmmm ...
where should i start my cleaning process ...

chinese new year ~
every year's CNY is just the same ~
but this year was kinda different .
went dear's house .

not a good year to gamble =.=
seriously not a good year =X
i lose quite many ....
don't want to talk about it ~
in case my bad luck come again ~
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well ,
we took part in YSL basketball under-17 competition .

so far until now ...
we played 5 games .
we won 4 out of 5 games ,
and we only lose 1 game .
mistakes ~

nevermind ,
looking forward to the next 4 games .

by the way ,
i love you guys seriously .

i will write about all of you in the coming post .
maybe ??
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started working after CNY holidays .
kinda lazy you know ...

wake up early in the morning ,
work work work ~
get back home , or some day went hang out with dear ~

rm50 perday ...
better than no income i guess ...
=X
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seems like it has been confirmed that SPM result is going to announce at 23rd March .
which means i have 2 weeks time to that day .

some started to get excited ,
some get worry and worry .

for me ???
i feel nothing ,
dear is same with me too xD
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one more thing ,
Jordy fly away from us ... T-T
he is going to continue his study with his girlfriend in Austrailia ~

gonna miss this "stupid-hard-ass-sexy-gay" Jordy ~
take care yourself there would you ?
waiting for you too come back here .
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saw news this afternoon ,
Japan earthquake then tsunami ,
the earthquake causes tsunami visit other places as well .

hope those people are fine .
hope the number of dead is low .
pray hard .
*not listening to Justin Bieber's Pray , and i HATE JB xD
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that's all i think .
will update more often .
* i hope so xD

一周年。

今天，
1.23 ...

是我们在一起一年了哦。

回想起当初，
再看看现在。

大家都还是这样，
你依然是我宝贝。

时间过得快哦 ？？
呵呵 .....

♥ 我爱你 ♥

16天 ， 泉 。

还有16天，
我不知道，
也不想多说了。

不知道那天的我会哪里出现 ....
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泉，
你问的问题，
我何尝没有问过自己 ？

你问的问题，
我又怎么没想过要问 ？

事情就让它过去，
也别再提了。

但你告诉我的答案，
只是是我意想不到的答案。

我没有后悔。
我告诉自己我没有后悔。

发生了就认命，
我不后悔。

还有，泉。
谢谢你让我知道那答案。

你我是一辈子的好朋友吗 ？
是的 =]

training ~

argh ~~~
still having to train myself more ~

went sri garden this morning ~
said was training ,
but when i reached there and i was like : OMG ...
Jie Lun aka turtle was there ,
and lots of pretty girl were there too .

then i only realized that they were also having training session .
stupid + funny coach, Mr Khoo was there too .

coach asked those senior to play with those junior ~
we sapu them ~ ??
1xx - 16 .....

sapu till so syok ... xD
somemore the Wai Tat (although just meet him 1 or 2 time before) ...
made those stupid action ...
we mixed up together so fast ~
=]

kinda enjoy playing with them ~
ciao ~

还有31天。。

还有31 天 。

也许，
对你们，
对世界，
那天是个在也平凡不过的日子。

对我，
那天有种说不出的痛，
若当时我在场的话，
可能会比现在好，也许更好，
但事情往往与想法相反。

命运的安排，
不逃避，
就认命吧。

我会尽量去找你，
我说到就做到。

不说了，
想现在出去走走。

我还没睡，
你应该不会怪我吧 ？

现在的你应该在睡觉对吗？
没什么，
只是想找个人陪陪罢了。

常告诉自己，
我很坚强。
一切都会好的。

三兄弟

不知道怎么，
最近竟然迷上了印度电影。

刚看完了“三个白痴” ，
超好笑，超感动，超有意义。

片中的三名男主角是在大学里认识的，
而我们 ？
小学就认识了，

不知道我们三个会不会像片里那三个那样 ？
呵呵 。

你们两个真的是我的好朋友，
不不，
应该说是好兄弟，
不知道该怎样说你们。

我们三个怎样都是好兄弟对不对 ？
我把你们当作一辈子的兄弟了。
哈。

特别日子

今天是某某人的大日子叻 ...
猜猜看是谁 ？

是我的宝贝生日叻 ！！！
给了她一个小小的惊喜 ~
嘻嘻 ~

做了一张卡 ，
买了个小型 latte 味的蛋糕给她 ~
还带了她出去走走 ~

生日快乐哦傻猪猪宝贝 ~
爱你 ~
muacksss ^^

新的一年

又是新的一年，
新的开始吗 ？
不晓得耶 ...
才不管那么多叻 ，
还有生活要过 ...

2010 的过去 ，
的却有点不舍得。
这年内发生那么多的事，
学了这么多的知识，
听了这么多的东西，
见了这么多的人 ...

现在生活过得很闷叻 =.=
想去工作找钱，
但是又很懒，
哈哈 ！！
矛盾到 ~~~~~~

现在在怡保。
这里的大树也被砍了，
大草原有一半也没了，
要发展哦 ...

忘了我有多少的欢乐时光是在这片草原上的大树下度过的，
现在没了，
朋友们死党们也走了。

这里也没以前那种热闹的景象了，
小孩子们都躲在家上网打机了，
不像以前的我们 ...

还好小孩子们看叫我都还记得我，
还会叫我一声泷哥哥，
呵呵 .....

这样的啦，
时代变了，
只要人情没变就好了。

时间，朋友。

常常听人说时间过得很快，

我却不相信。

但经过自己亲身的体验，

我也不得不信了。

年头开学时，

大家都一直说：

还有整年才考试，慢慢来啦 ~

现在连试都考了，

仿佛就像一瞬间所发生的。

我们的笑声，

我们的疯狂，

我们的娱乐，

都已经变了回忆。

现在大家都毕业了，

是劳燕分飞的时候了。

回想起当初，

被你们这班死仔选我作班长时，

就像昨天刚发生似的。

不知不觉地我也做了5年的班长，

这5年内有什么得罪你们，让你们不爽的就请你们忘了它吧。

你们始终都是我的好同学好朋友。

怎么样 ？

没有上学的日子闷吗 ？

没有看到我这个白痴班长习惯吗 ？

没有听见整班傻仔的笑声日子还会吵闹吗 ？

说真的 ，

我不习惯。

非常的不习惯。

总觉得日子少了什么似的。

我不会忘记你们的，

但愿你们也别忘记，

我，

这个白痴班长。

平安夜

毕业后生活过得还好 。

没什么特别事发生。

平时不是出去打球，

就是喝茶。

不是喝茶，

就是跟dear dear出去。

不知道，

自己觉得满意就好。

你呢 ？

在那还好吗 ？

离开都快两年了，

我都不知道多想你。

别担心，

我现在有时常回去看看他了。

他都很精神很健康，

还能跟我们谈天说笑呢 ~

你也别担心我了，

我会好好照顾自己了啦 ~

忘了，

今天平安夜。

祝大家圣诞节快乐 =D

想。

想爬上山峰。
大喊。
把所有不忿都喊出来。

想沉在大海中。
放空脑袋。
把所有烦恼都忘掉。

想到宇宙飘浮。
离开地球。
把所有引力都抛开。

想面对清凉大雾。
平静心情。
把心的跳动都慢下来。

我想，
我很正常。
我很清醒。
别担心。

发泄。

谁把我的号码乱给人 ？
我只想知道是谁，
我不会怪你。

好玩吗 ？
开心吗 ？
兴奋吗 ？
过瘾吗 ？
刺激吗 ？

你想怎样 ？
这件事过了多久 ？
你怎样诬赖我 ？
你记得吗 ？
你曾说过什么 ？
你又记得吗 ？
你怎样对人家 ？
你忘了吗 ？

想怎样 ？
说一声 。
你要玩 ？
我奉陪到底 。
但别介入我的生活 。

为什么做人做到那么低贱 ？
你的所作所为我都知道 。
你这样做了多久 ？

都不一起了，
还要再来烦她吗 ？
我都已经忍声吞气了 。
看在网上的一句话，
我都一直在忍 。

为什么还要来烦 ？
做第三者很爽哦 ？
拆散一对好玩吗 ？

我不知道。
我从未做过第三者。
你口口声声说我第三者，
在我朋友面前诬赖我，
我有说过什么 ？
当时只不过把你当作疯狗在乱犬。
现在观点不同了。
我知道你是特地的。

三更半夜不睡就为了做这样无聊的事 ？
说一声 。
想把我拆散是不是 ？
现在不是十个月前 。
你已经是过去式，
我才是现在式，
我才是未来式。

别再来烦我们了。
我不是你想象得那么弱。
你要说我抢你女朋友，
你要说我是第三者，
你要怎样说我，
我随你他妈的便。
我不在乎。
但别介入我们的生活。

我是第三者，
我抢你女朋友。
随你怎说。

反正我也精神失常了。
干他妈的。

graduation .

yesterday was my school's form5 graduation day .
held at Hotel Park Royal .
it cost 40 bucks per person .

it was raining all long day early in the morning .
kinda sad day ??
nevermind ...
it's still a big day for me .

reached there by 10.30 morning .
saw lots of people .
everyone were extremely handsome today .
WoW !!!

took lots of picture .
but kinda lazy upload all of it =p
wanna watch then go my facebook profile ~ LOL ...

ceremony started at 11 something ...
skip the boring part ....

time to watch our 5G class's video .
tears burst out ??
no way ...
but i knew that my form teacher cried .
watching that video ...
i gonna miss every single crazy moment with those crazy guys .

ate alot after that .
especially the ice cream .
Haagen Daaz Ice cream =D

took more and more picture with most of them .
then leave at 3pm sharp .

heading to Pavilion for movie .
with dear dear .
watch R.E.D .
which means ....
R - retired
E - extremely
D - dangerous

funny but nice movie .
Bruce Willis is kinda humous =p

pasar malam after movie .
had our dinner there .

then fetch dear dear back .

tired day .
happy day .
enjoy every single moment now .
=D

me =D

monday .

fall sick again ~
damn it .
but good news is ~
MC tomorrow ... xD
1 more day holiday ~

tomorrow is going to be a big day for someone .
dear dear right ?

be confident dear ,
i know it's easy for you .
i will always be with you .
my fighting spirit is with you .

waiting for your good news tomorrow .
add oil ~
=]

9 month ~

guess what ?
today's 23 of october .
9 month anniversery =]

I LOVE YOU
DEAR

friday .

feels better now .
didn't went to school for 2 days .
kinda feel like holiday-ing now ... xD

parent not here these coming 2 days too .
back to hometown to attend cousin's wedding dinner .

went to leisure mall's pasar malam just now with dear dear .
she brought me some home-made "Wu Tao Gou" .
just walked walked at there .

tea-drinking time =]
also known as "yam cha" ~
with Tam , SY and LC .
at station one .
ordered our favourite drink , watermelon =D
taste like water =.=

went back at 11 pm +
gonna rest well .
by the way ,
"Wu Tao Gou" are nice to eat =]

love you .
muacksssss .

fever + swollen .

sick man sick ...
high fever ...
damn it !!!

yesterday night was still fine .
but then felt cold this morning .
then i only knew i fell sick .

high fever ,
eye swollen ,
headache ...

body are so weak this few days .
i wonder what happen with me .

thanks dear for be with me .
thanks for taking care of me .
love you .

i said something when i sleep ?
i dunno what i said ,
but i think dear dear heard it right ?

still ,
thanks dear dear .
i love you .

随笔~

不是不喜欢，
只是还没能习惯。

只是没想到，
时间竟会过得那么快。

呵呵，
最近都怎么了 ？
好像有点失常似的。

体力比不上以前 ？
什么屁话 ~

答应了自己就要做到。
相信自己 =]

最近很喜欢骂人“番薯”
看见不爽就开口。
还蛮过瘾下 ~

觉得生命有点儿戏，
随时随地可以走，
要珍惜。

最近 ~

最近可没什么大事发生。
蛮闷的说。

只知道这几天都没什么精神，
就只想睡觉。
最好就是睡到自然醒 ~
超爽的 ~

还有一个月 ？
现在才开始读书 =.=
懒叻 >.<

下星期六可说是我校的毕业典礼 ~
要穿 formal 衣叻 ~
我还没买 =.=

最近学校那些小的越来越窜了哦 ~
才没他们那么幼稚 ~
在班上跟一大班白痴一起废还好 xD

还有哦 ~
我看开了 ？
傻傻的。
有什么看开不看开。
做回自己就好，
才没那么得空去理那些无谓的人。

不知道。
颠颠傻傻就好。
开开心心就好。

friday .

skipped school for another day ~ xD
today schedule was totally full ~

went out early in the morning .
9.00 am ~ xD
fetch dear dear 1st ,
next is dym and apple ~
then the last is winnie .

they say my driving skill was great ~~
wakakaka ~ xD

had our breakfast at shamelin .
after that only went to time square .
reached there by 10.30 am .

bought movie tickets .
9 people 9 ticket ~
me , dear dear , jing , yun , dym , winnie , apple , sm and chicken ?

The Child's Eye 3D .
horror movie weh ~ xD
somemore its 3D ~

movie start at 12.20pm .
which mean we still had 1 hour more to hang out .
as dear dear say ~
i was "vibrating" my finger .
then the others played the dancing game .

played the Datona USA = linked driving game .
i won for the first round ~ xD
dear dear won the second round without my present .

movie started ~ xD
kinda excited .
dear dear hug me tightly during the movie ~ O.O
yet i still felt so cold =.=

we all had another programme after movie ~
Karaoke ~~ Karaoke ~~
dymphna ... made me speechless =X
she can just shout like mad when she saw some artist ~
everyone sang ~
me too =]

everyone went back after that .
but me and dear dear still got our next destination .
leisure mall pasar mall .
after an hour walk at there ,
then went to "cut steak" ~
western food for our dinner ~ xD

last year's tomorrow was the day we first know each other .
many thing happened within this year .

tired but happy .
i love you dear .
more and more .
muackssssss .