对不起

我们之间已经没有任何瓜葛了吧 ？
应该是我对你不起吧 ？

这件事只是个意外 ~
没有谁对谁错 ~

要怪的 ~
只能怪星座吧 ~
最花心的星座 ：双子座 ~

要怪的 ~
也只能怪我是双子座吧 ~
要不然的话，
我将会是你的好情人 ~

这件事是由我开始的 ~
而也是我来做个了结 ~
我再也不会拖拖拉拉了 ~

喜欢 ？爱 ？

喜欢 就是淡淡的 爱

爱 就是深深的 喜欢

有感觉，

是哪个啊 ？

.

而我对他们，

也是哪个啊 ？

私生活 ？

请告诉她 我不爱她

笑着难过 自我惩罚

想终止这 一切挣扎

横了心说真心谎话

.

别告诉她 我还想她

恨总比爱容易放下

当泪水堵住了胸口就让沉默

代替所有回答

.

我不爱 我不痛 我不懂

我不知道 ~

我该跟谁讲 ~

.

我的私生活乱哦 ？

我也知道这 ~

.

但我答应过自己我会作出一个选择 ~

希望我不是在骗自己 ~

秘密~

虽然说现在我真的很想找个女朋友，
我想我比任何人都清楚 ~~
还是吊儿郎当的生活比较适合我 ~~
还是比较喜欢那放纵不羁的生活 ~~

我不得不承认。

这不是个不能错过的秘密，

这真的是个不能说的秘密。

sick ?

saw this picture ?
i took it when i was in hospital .

17 / 8 ,
i was having a stomachache ,
extremely pain than normal .
my father take me to gleneagle intan hospital for a check on my stomach .
the doctor gave me an injection and i was slept .
and the doctor check my stomach by using ULTRA SOUND .
a tube was put into my stomach through my mouth .

the result came out on the same day ,
some kind of bacteria (HELICABACTER PYLORI) was found inside my stomach .
so unlucky .

that's my day .
=(

birthday ~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!

enjoy your sweet 16 ~

19 / 9 ~

finally gave the present to you .
hope you like it .

我并没有不能说的秘密

只有你不能错过的秘密

16/9 ~

16/9 ~
1.00 am ~

5 more day your birthday right ?
i never forget this .
what i promise ,
i will do it .

truth ...

the coming friday ,
everything will settle .......

i don't want to hurt myself ,
but i don't want to hurt you more .

if you know the truth ,
will you forgive me ?
will you wait me ?
will you still treat me as your friend ?

if you know the truth ,
can you act like don't know anything ?

i am selfish .
i know i am .
are you the one that i missing ?
trust me ,
everything will be fine ....

dot dot ..

i really dunno what to do .
i don't wanna be a bad guy .

suddenly feel like i am a failure .
now is the time ,
the chance has come .
but i miss it once again .

i shouldn't tell you about that .
althought it is just a lie .
that is not what i mean .
but i know that you treat it as a true .

i just want to make myself live better .
i know i am selfish .
and i am sorry .

my heart is still with you .
i am still loving you .

无题

我最爱的还是她 ~
但我知道我们彼此都不想认 ~

happy ~

finally ~~
3rd september 2009 ~
something good happen ~

haha ~
happy =)

random ~

i am still a single .
i still have my first love .
and i don't have any girlfriend before .

please stop asking me this question .
i am sick of it .

i hate this but i have to admit it .
i really wish that i am not single .
i really wish there is a special person just right beside me ,
and accompanied me through every special festival .

honestly ,
i meet another girl .
some feeling toward her .
but i still miss the one ...

perhaps time shall let me know who is that only one .